disregarded

IM GONNA BE REEL ABOUT THIS. i noticed ive been listening to this fool for a couple months now. i also noticed that my words are coming out like his. i didnt fuckin notice. im an idiot. so i personally dont take credit for my last post. my last post was like... his whole fuckin Mixtape. not just that one song. sorry Van, but i hope if you even read this shit you can understand that your music influences the FUCK out of me. whether it makes me think about being with my own girl to my life/career. i dont fucken care if you get pissed at me, because repeating your words onli makes me realize certain areas about myself. i bet you realized shit about your damn self when you spill yor shit out. anyway. hate me or appreciate me as just one of your fans because thats all i am. fuicket maynn

so heres another post of something else i wrote on my myspace blog before i started listening to this dopeassnigga.

this is probably one of the stupidest things i ever wrote down and saved:

I keep the best posted up in me, no don’t congest it dogg, im still contesting dogg. We don’t play fairly dogg. I wont ever forget ya dogg. My memory isn’t flakey bitch. don’t try to challenge me yall. Cuz im the motherfuckin winner dogg! I live for this nigga you know how I roll. I was born obsessed in overdrive. Runnin over niggas who are too slow to ride.

I guess ill skip the bullshit and blitz this bitch
ridin down the street i feel so rested
Flyin down-town to throw down my stacks, bitch you know I aint be sportin like a bitch in slacks. bitch you know what I mean. im keepin up, aint goin in between
Before I barge in let me smoke two bowls, not a thought of contestin. You know I aint messin’. I'm stuck in bobbys world. Damn that cartoon was cool. His uncle gave noogies like my own uncle used to. I spotted a Five foot bong in Michael phelps living room! Suspended from swimming the guy is a fish, lungs as big as conan the barbarians tits. Nah now I wont bag, the guy is a champ. Eight gold medals to be exact. His endorsements are leavin, Tony the Tiger wont believe it! Next announcement: Michael Phelps signed with Dave Chappelle! wheres my chorus?

wide awake tnightt

The first couple lines of this verse is from a song called "all i want" by Vansolo
but other than that im pretty happy wit this piece. this girl is always on my mind, she's there to stay. shes up in first class, shes never gonna check out of my hotel. nobody compares. anyway, read this shit. tell me whats up. i need to start spittin this shit. but my tongue tide mouth aint goin anywhere. BOOOOOOOOONNNGGKK

"you're all i ever want
youre all i ever need
you're all i ever think about when im hittin ma weeed.
thats when my thoughts are clearest
and you are just my dearest, my dearest, my dearest love"
im in a game with no defeat
walking into clouds im not relax
One two three steps into exploration
Why shouldn’t I run into a busted wall?
cuz the sadness in my mind is what makes me decline
All these dudes are worried about pride
Im more worried about happiness inside
i gotta girl thats precious to me
although she piss me off, she's the shit to me
sex isnt for me unless its comin from she, her
she know who im talking about and if its no good
than dont open your mouth
don’t worry about what we cant control
Because everywhere we go, i still aint bored.
I got something in my eye, it feels good cuz yor walking by
Reflections of last night, you already know what it is
Yep yep this is when fools rush in

wide awake

i heard some inspiring words tonight. thanks Sham Wow Guy..!!


Although your actions may not produce practical results today, you are still able to justify what you do. You are learning new ways to handle familiar situations and although some changes are needed, it's easier to just maintain the status quo. Don't worry about things reverting to the way they once were. You are on an evolutionary path, so don't look back.

im not gonna be able to sleep this entire week :l

im ready

So i finally decided to make one of these things. lets see if people will even bother wit my shit.

"dont let the walls cave in on you"
he told me there are a million other girls out there
why go chasing after one?
well ya wanna know whats up?
i dont want a million. i have my eyes on one
im walkin till my toes bleed
i want one and she's out there
until i bleed shes all i need