business underneath my pillow

[[im not done with this]]
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this month has been insane.
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i ignore the advice given to me
but now i'm following my own pride
this girl, what is she on?
this girl; why is she taking so long?
shes the kinda girl that is hard to find
these words need to be spoken right
now lets ride with these beats
this girl, she's confusing me
she's making me shiver under my sheets

these songs remind me of you
but they put me in my right mind
like im in another world in another time zone
if i find another girl im not gonna keep her
i need somebody i could hold and keep near
somebody that wont go away, i dont want another life time
because when im with you i feel so right

every time i think of your smile
i think about how we drove the city wild
i know you like the love we make so lets just do it again for our own sake
it isnt lust, i wont bust a nut, its just the both of us building up our trust
i already got to know you, so lets make things work
my baby, my girl, you dont have to lift that skirt
you dont have to lie to get into my pants
because lord only knows this is no one night stand
our hands are gonna be everywhere, like a cavity search
with that kind of love, it makes me feel right

but i guess you already made up your mind
i built a wall between that trust,
i called you up but you didnt give me a chance to talk
you should forgive my foolishness
i hope you understand the words that im saying to ya
its just a little love song from my heart broke
its just me reminiscing
i hope you understand that you are my heart, girl.

lick-ed itt

Its crazy how my mind wonders and walks. i cant even compare it to anything because it is its own feeling in itself. hahah freaky friday


i know you like the love we make so lets just do it again for our own sake.



ftw!!!

a different me, for you

I cant wait until next week!! watching District 9 on monday, going to follows camp on tuesday, then going back to follows camp at night on wednesday. whoa its going to be a trippy trip.

holy crap. it has been one hell of a month! so i went to that probation workshop at citrus and realized that i need to make some action. my computer class was really easy the first couple months but i started realizing how clueless i started to get. He ended up letting me take the ExamII the next week on tuesday. I totally forgot about it. Along with that, i couldnt register my classes because it took over 24hours to process the probation workshop. ALONG WITH THAT i had to pay $9 for a part time fee. So i am not registered for any classes right now, BALLS! but i am definitely showing up to at least 5 classes that i think i will get an add-on slip for. ((wish me luckk!)) Should i consider giving up on citrus? because i attempted 12 units but only completed 6. thats horrible!! ugh :[[
Mt. Sac next year? im going to keep doing my best but change the way i treat my school work because i always get forgetful.

longest week of my life

Out with the bad, in with the good.

School is stressful. I cant register my classes until i go to a probation seminar. STRESSFUL! Since i don't work right now it should be absolute number one priority. Life is being quite difficult right now though. I had all week to go to the school to take my 2nd exam. Today is the last day to do it, i hope he will let me take it tomorrow!! I didnt finish last weeks homework packet. I have no damn internet at my house because my idiot brother (long story). Gnarls Barkley- Crazy is the right song to play right now. My sisters family is moving pretty far and i hope we wont let the distance tear us apart. they've really grown onto me, i have learned a lot from them. They have great values. And most of all im going to miss seeing my nephew every day. He modivates me in a kind of strange way, he's only 14 months old. haha but he makes me really happy and i enjoy his presence. There is no time to be sad right now, im too busy finding happiness in things. Out with the bad, in with the good. It will be nothing but good vibes from now forth.

Other than all that mumbo-jumbo, i'm going camping in a couple weeks!! Im really excited about this. It should help me settle things down and relax because afterall, i fucking love the wilderness. haha