that smile looks good

why is love so cynical ?
why does it always have me so lyrical
i have a list of questions
and pages of my own problems
but as blue as i am right now
when will pleasure feel better?
girl, i want you to keep me going
you can keep me now if you want to
where have you been?

a new year- 2011

HAPPY NEW YEAR NOBODY!

I don't have that much to say right now other than what i want to say and get on record. I think that this year i have filled my life with a grip of goals for myself. And i already grasped the reality of them. They are possible. I will make myself and my family very proud.
I know what my goals are and I hope i get what i want by the end of the year. I Hope who ever reads this has high intentions on having your own reachable goals.

Do not give up on what you love.

what it will result

she has led me toward disappointment and misery so far. and where are the answers to why i miss her? she is a weapon fit for war.

confused municipal unhappiness
I’m going to need my legs back

the true self, the epicenter of being.

brace your mind for the nearest balance
youre going to need it; no dont fall
quick grasp the nearest wall
dont pick up your phone
you have no one to call

brace yourself for some thing originally ordinary
it was thrown into a place where it'll break
shattered like dust